I hate when people say "must be nice" in relation to others' success. I worked my ASS off to be where I am today and I'm not sorry you spent the years since high school floundering in a pool of self pity.
It's a Sunday in 1999. You have Mario Party on Nintendo 64 and VHS tapes of Are You Afraid of the Dark? episodes. Pizza has been ordered and your friends are on the way. Life will never get any better than this.